I just cant do this anymore. I get amazing jobs and do amazing work. I can't sit around all day when the jobs are all finished and im just waiting for new ones.

Yes new jobs come along and i make a killing. mental health wise its not good for me. It has ruined 3 relationships with ladies because they see me as unstable. regardless if i pay all my bils and still have money to take them out. regardless if when I work i bust my ass and do everything like a perfectionist would.

I always thought I'd be able to hold on to a girl marry her and then perhaps go at it together. SO it seems this is not how women perceive my ambitions. Its not that my world revolves around women. I just want to settle down and it always seems to go haywire when a girl im dating sees i work once/twice a month and does nothing else.


this last relationship i was in I really thought was IT. she bailed just like the others.

Im sick of this. so im making a change in my life. Sometimes you have to take one step backwards to take two forward.

at the point im at right now I have no choice I cant go on like this. Im tired of women leaving because they see me as not a stable worker or a provider.

I just dont get it.


SIGH

so I have just interviewed with 2 top HT companies in NYC and plan on doing my own work on the weekends..

I'm tired of being alone and it seems like 95% of all women want a stable working providing person in there life. regardless if they make minimum wage or not HEH go figure.

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